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Ni hao.
crazy tiring smelly dirty draining week
A few minutes ago I finally decided to pack all my sec four stuff and shelf them nicely and pack my table and everything but after I arranged half the files into the cupboard and the other half on the floor to arrange I got so lazy so now everything is 2x as messy as before ............................................sigh lazypig
Can't believe I survived the week! Tuesday was Hc training in the morn then rush for lunch and then training again. Can't believe I managed to pick myself up from the state I was in to go for Ny training camp on Wednesday. So damn tired, literally flopped on my bed when I reached home at night. Thursday's schedule was the same as Tuesday's so that leaves 3 full days of training. Had a small little friendly @ Hc on thursday though~ quite a nice change to the usual training. Ignored all aches and Friday was Hc gym but really couldn't take it and slept all the way home + the moment I walked into my room even before I bathed. Yuck so smelly. Saturday was training in the morning and a much-looked-forward-to-lunch. Today as expected was a relatively long day at church then a long visit at the hospital. Yup. That sums up my boring but rather fulfilling week.
Although certain days it was really so bad. (like really so s o bad). I'm glad it's all over and although it's not going to get much better because I wouldn't miraculously improve over a weekend, still nonetheless I've got to try to just accept everything. Super annoying when I can't sleep because I can't stop thinking but can't stop thinking cos I can't sleep so it's just think think think think think damn! Forget it. yup. just train harder lor.
I feel so socially awkward now! I haven't been contacting or meeting any friends because I'm just under the sun all day long/I'm already sleeping cos I'm so tired and drained. It's really annoying when I wasn't even tired but it's what has happened during the day that keeps playing in my mind that kills me all over. Frustrating, no? The week I've been looking forward to for so long is coming soon but I don't really want it to come. All this while it's just been a daydream or purely imagination but it's actually real and I'm not used to that. However I'm just becoming more and more uncertain each day. sigh.
MY LIFE IS SO BORING. WHY IS MY HEAD STILL IN SUCH A MESS!!!!
good lunch tomorrow. yay. (hopefully)
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